Well that was short lived! Apparently it wasn't as special as I thought it was. Man, that kinna sucks. I'm thankful for the time tho; It brought me back from, well, where ever I was, dying alone.
I got the "I'm just confused" line and also the "I know what I want, I'm just having a hard time" bit.... What?!?! What does that even mean?!?! I can tell you this much -Mr. D -is not so "D" anymore! I knew he was talking to another girl, but he also explained that it was not serious. I also know that he and I talked 120% more often then he did with this other girl, so it's really my fault, for assuming, that that meant he was leaning this direction! Ug.
I feel like crap after all this this afternoon -- we had big plans for this weekend to hang out and have dinner, possibly a movie -but not now. Now he's headed straight home, "I need more time." I'm tired of waiting just as well -I was ready to move forward with putting a label on "us" and not worried about who knew, or who didn't. So I suppose this is good....
Now to get back out there and find Mr. R (Mr. Right!). Please, Lord, help me here!
Yours Truly and Utterly Defeated,